No poem can contain what you feel here. It shows in how you wrote the first two thirds; only you and your sister will know what you really mean. Locked in a cage of your own fashioning, made to protect yourself. Odd, isn't it, how things turn out.

*hugs*

Good rhetorical questions! The poem as a whole is really well written. I like the fourth question in particular. Excellent poem. Keep writing!

~Anna~ ^_^