I loved it, it has brought me to tears! Oh god, I'm *SO* identified with this I'm *almost* in this exact situation...well I'm off to cry somemore...keep up the good work )

Heh, yeah. I know this feeling. Every guy that I'm really great friends with, I tend to have feelings for him. Not neccesarily strong ones, but they're there. Especially right now, with this one "guy." We're so different. He's such an athlete, a jock. I'm more of an artist and a geek. But he makes me laugh and vice versa. But we can be with each other and talk about stupid things and laug about them. And I still have feelings for him. Hm.

Wow. I know exactly what you're talking about. And it's really nice to see an essay where the author has actually proofread it before posting. Good work!