Oh wow. I know that you say this is a personal poem, but I very much feel for ya! I love how it's worded (and I'm not a poem person at all). ^_^ I didn't expect to really like it!!

I'm so sorry about all of this... I know sorries do very little helping, but still. Becca seems to be getting over it somewhat... We talked on the phone... Um... Sometime (This sickness has totally thrown off my sense of time)And she seemed like she really is going to go back to being friends with me, and if she does with me, why wouldn't she with you when you had no control over any of this?

omg that sounds such a confusing situation! aww... *hugs* hope it works out for you. nice poem.