I'm a little depressed that Frey and Nixon had such a cold goodbye, but at least Nixon isn't dead yet. Maybe he'll find a mage who will cure him of his tumor, and then go to one of those psychotic ex-gay groups and turn heterosexual and move to the states and marry me. Think it's likely?

Nope. Neither do I. The mage and the Americanization seem possible, but everyone knows those ex-gay groups are bullshit.

Cameron and Frey are so sweet. I'm very happy they have each other.

This is a very good story. I like it a lot. I didn't think I would, to be honest, but by the end there, I was just spazzing in my seat. As I said, there are a few random mistakes concerning conventions throughout the piece, but the plot is wonderful and the characters are fantastic. I adore it, I do.

Great job :)

The Cameron-Nixon conversation had me crying. Not like, sobbing, but maybe three or four tears actually fell out of my eyes.

This is depressing. I love Nixon too much. He can't die. He needs to be straight, and move to California and be my boyfriend. And not die.

I'm sad.

I want Cameron with Frey, though. I have for a while. But I still love Nixon. Poor baby. Oh. I have a headache from holding tears back. This depresses me.

Don't ask me how I knew that headaches and nosebleeds were signs of a brain tumor, because I have no idea where I picked up this bit of information. But I totally saw this coming.

Sorry I hadn't reviewed. This is a very good story, aside from various minor grammar mistakes and punctuation errors. At first, it kind of bored me, but I've decided I actually really like it. Frey's a sweetheart. Gavin's a little shithead. Erm... Cameron is wonderful, but I may be biased because gay boys named Cameron are always my favorite. I also absolutely adore Janie. Ant is so sweet, I really do like him. Of course, I'm glad he's not still with Frey, but I like him quite a bit.

I thought you should know. Yes. This is good. I'm going to continue reading, now.

Oh, and also? I love how UK-spelling-y this is. With all these random u's in places. Gah. I love it. American English is somehow less pretty.

It's me again, because I was reading the other reviews and I saw the one CaseyBear wrote. I don't know if I wanted him to be with Nixon... actually, I know I didn't, because it would be even more messy and sad. But I seriously THOUGHT he would.

Like I said before, I'm not sure if Frey feels for Cameron what Cameron feels for him. I may be wrong, but it sounds like Anthony all over again, like he's doing what feels right and easier, not what he really feels like doing. He never felt anything so strong for anyone but Nixon. Yes, Nixon is a bastard, Frey can't trust him and he's dying. He would be a terrible boyfriend or even a terrible friend. But that's what is so sad about Frey's feelings. Everyone else seems to love him, but he loves the only person that will NEVER love him back and is dying anyway.

I know I said I don't believe that Frey loves Nixon, because I don't really. Not REAL love. But what he feels for Nixon is something close to it, because it's powerful and strong, it's devastating. Passion, I guess, and I wonder if it could be love if Nixon wasn't dying. But then, if it were that strong he wouldn't let Nixon go, would he? I don't know, I'm seriously confused here. I have no idea how Frey really feels about Cam and Nixon, and I have no idea if he did the right thing. I guess it was the most logical thing, but I'm not so sure about right.

This is confusing, I hate feelings.

God, I love this fic.

Funny thing is that I was as clueless as Frey all the way till the end. Maybe that's because this story is as messed up as life itself and I'm terrible at realising my own emotions.

You know, I never liked Nixon, but now I feel really sorry for him. Maybe that's because he's dying and his life is still a mess. He's too young, too bright, too confused to just go, but it happens. I feel sorry that he let Frey go, I feel sorry that Frey never really loved him and I wonder if anyone ever did. I guess his father does love him, but that's another kind of love. Cameron probably loves him too, but not the real thing -- Cameron just really loves Frey. I think I feel so much for Nixon for the same reason I never liked him, because I sort of see myself in him. I'm not gorgeous, rich and spoiled, but I'm as arrogant and selfish as he is and I push everyone away. And I think... if I were dying, I'd probably be as alone and lost as he is. So I feel bad for him because that's how I think he's feeling. Frey is right, he's so young. He pretends to be a cold bastard, but he's just a kid afraid of dying. I still don't like him, thought. I just feel really sorry.

I wonder if Frey and Cam are going to last. I guess they are, but I'm still not sure if Frey loves him. I don't think he loves Ant or Nixon or anything absurd like that, but I wonder if he ever experienced real love, for Cameron or anyone. He never really said he loved Cameron, did he? But all of this makes me think that what he feels fore Cam is stronger than anything he felt for Anthony or Nixon altogether. Whether it's real love or not, I don't know. But it's strong.

I'm glad you didn't write Nixon's death. For some reason, I didn't want to read it, and I feel the same about Janie's baby. I don't really know why, but I guess that's because it would feel like another story, another season in their lives. It's good like it is. I don't even know if I'd like a sequel, even thought they're amazing characters and this is an amazing story with a lot of possibilites. But it sounds complete for time being, for that part of Frey's life.

Anyway, I really had a lot of fun reading this. I even cried. Seriously. I don't think it was exactly a sad scene, but at some point of Nixon-is-dying thing I just started to cry because so many people die at such a young age. So many things are wasted, so many people aren't known for so many others, so many things aren't done. I'm so afraid of dying. People think I face death easily, because I'm always so strong and no one ever saw me crying over someone's death, but I know I'm not. I'm just really, really scared. I feel sorry for my dad, my grandfather, my best friend's grandmother, my dog, Nixon and the 100 little fishes I killed when I was kid. And it scares the shit out of me. So I cried.

I hope you'll keep writting and making people cry. It's the best thing anyone could do.

Ohmysweetjesus, I loved loved LOVED this story. Just wow. I think I still have a fear tears in my eye. I love how there was so much depth to the characters, and gawsh, I feel so bad for Nixon. I just really want to know what happens to him after he goes away. I mean I know he's depressed and etc, but I just wanted to know it got better for him. D: But I'm still kinda glad Frey got together with Cameron. They are so cute. :B Anyway, keep on writing because you're basically amazing. :)

I've just read your story at once, it wasn't a wise decision due to my tomorrow exam but I was to hooked up to leave it for some other time. Ending really made my cry. It was perfect in every way. I was kind of disappointed because of Frey behaviour at the end but that's exactly like life looks like. No cheesy goodbyes. Definitely one of the best things I've read on fp!

I LOVED THE ANGRY FREY! Gavin so got what was coming to him.

Aw, I read this instead of doing my chemistry chapter. Too good. I feel horrible for Nixon though. While reading this, I really had no idea who I wanted Frey to end up with. I was determined to accept either one. Haha. And even know I'm still not sure what to think. I am sure I love this though. Really nice job! Much love and adoration!

I just read this whole story in one sitting and i absolutly loe it. Really, every aspect is amazing! (there were a few akward sentences but nothing noticilbe enough to take away from the greatness!) Your characters are so well developed; each of them became a real person for me and i love them all. This story was touching on so many levels. you really captured the meaning of reindship, family and true love. Congratz on being amazing!

Awesome story! Keep up the fantastic work! ^_^

great great fabulous story

I plan on reading the rest of the chapters but why would Nixon make Frey's hair green when its already green? >_> I thoguht for sure he would dye it anohter color lol...anywah I am LOVING THIS STORY!

*goes to read on

oh my! I absolutely adored this story! It is amazing, and it just... wow... I loved it. Now I want to go and read everything that you've written, cause this story was absolutely perfect. It's like, my ideal story. Just the right amount of angst, and the characters are so true and real, and it just... wow...

~Tempre's Twilight~

Man oh man...YOU ARE AWSOME. I love Cameron, I want to hug Frey, smack Nixon lovingly,hug Janie, then burn Gavin to ash (Oh my god, he was such a fucking bastard...) and then laugh at him. Thanks for exciting read.