This is so sad, I hope you do not feel like a failure because you are a very skilled writer and you seem to be a good person, and you should be proud of that.

Aw. Don't be that way!

Failure is such a relative term. Every time you fail something, somewhere, somehow, a new door opens for success. It all depends on what you MAKE of your so-called failure.

And whoever the person is, you shouldn't have to fight SO hard for his/her approval. Even if you never gain it, be a good person and you'll have Someone Up There's thumbs-up.

And at the end of the day, that's what really counts.

*Bambam*