oh my...an essay i enjoyed. this was good, if a little repetitive in parts. keep up the essays.

I enjoyed that! Nice one!

Wow, this is scary. Not like, horror, kind of way, we are just a lot alike. And when I say a lot, i mean A LOT. Well, I think this was really great. It gives me even more respect for you. I like how you show yourself as a real person, not perfect. Actually, A lot of this is my lifes story (except for the having kids thing, I don't think I would be too good at that...). When I die, I don't want anyone to wear black, but white, or something really bright. This was really good! I really enjoyed it, good work, and keep it up!

Umm . . . I think this is satisfactory if your goal was just to list down your stream of thoughts. But sometimes you go off on a tangent and leave me wondering, What the heck?

"I always have to be right. I just do. If I am wrong, I am failing in my goal, and my life has no purpose."

I consider this to be a self-destructive mentality. How is it possible that you could never be wrong? Unless you choose to deny all who raise doubts?

"As such I have an opinion on everything, and it is my duty to explain it to everyone I meet, so that they will at least decide what they believe is the truth."

Almost everyone sees their opinions as the 'truth', because almost everyone has an overinflated ego or as you well know, cannot admit they're wrong.

"Being wrong, or not knowing if I’m wrong, is the worst thing that can happen to me. Why would I wish that on other people?"

I'm sure there's always someone out there telling you you're wrong. How does that affect you? Do you try to ignore them? Would you blame them if they tried to ignore you?

"I’ve always believed in black and white."

Seeing gray isn't that horrible, you know. Oftentimes, gray is more believable

"Most people are heading to something worse than death"

Yes, it's called eternal preaching.