Haha. I seem to be stuck in that same mind set. I don't really want to party anymore, but what else would I do? I also really like this part: "But my smile looks almost real,/ And my laughs are nearly genuine." This is really good.

Wow. This is brilliant. I absolutely love this. The message that came across to me is that even though we may trip and fall in the race of life, they still go on without us. Not sure if that's how you wanted it to be like...I really loved this. Great work.