Wow! The summary really pulled me in. Your last line was...amazing.

"The reasons are vaguemuch like the innocence of you"

~Hmm...for some reason I see 'much like the innocence in you' working better. Innocence of you is worded a little awkwardly. Or you could go the rout of 'much like your innocence', which sounds even better in my opinion.

"I lie, I cheat, and I bleedto pierce my own numbness"

~Love these lines. Just thought i'd point that out. xD very nicely worded.

"like a death of a million petals…"

~I think 'like the death of..' sounds better. Just my opinion.

Other than that, it was great. :) I love your choice of words and the imagery you use. It's one of the better freeverse poems I've found so far.