God hears you when you're calling to him, he's their. Faith is salvation, your salvation. Take it.

i could sense your authors note in the poem. the poem is so angry and wanting and frustrated. but it's so well written. i'm sorry. i know how you feel. god... i dont think i have much faith either.

so are you being contradictory? because yeah, we all want to believe in something, faith is good, we want to survive but if you just LISTEN you'll realize that God is there. He's all around, He's immense, He's beautiful, HE'S REAL, & don't believe the 'beat around the bush' type things that some churches are most likely spitting out. i most definitely had to learn this the hard way. but the best of luck to you in finding someone to believe in because we can't ever believe in ourselves.

honey, I still love it all. "this wreck and ruin i am praying in and for" is beautiful.