This makes me happy. Why? Because I write stuff similar to this all the time. And usually I don't post it, because I feel silly afterward. Thanks for sharing it.

I absolutely adore this! It brought a smile to my face. I love how you string words together: "who will see that I am not so silly-stupid-silent as I seem." This paints a wonderful picture of the character. Maybe not how she looks on the outside but what defines who she is as a person. Even though she doesn't quite know herself. Her determination to find out is incredible to read about. Very well done.