wow, im sorry you had to leave everyone you loved behind but just know that you do have friends here who love you too and a wonderful boyfriend who might at times be complicated but loves you very much and wants nothing more than for you to be happy

That's what I'm a little afraid of. Leaving my homeland and finding that I just don't belong and feel like I have no one. *gives cookie* I'm so sorry to hear about this. You know, always be positive, and just be the best you can be. Take time to find out where you want to be now, and you'll get there with determination! It's only you that can make these decisions; no one should do it for you. _ Thanks for posting, and keep writing!

Anna _