I would sincerly love to take the time to look at each of these individual stanzas, words (especially the ones you have italicized/bold)...However, until the day when I can do all that I love and not worry about everything else, though, I'll have to make do with telling you that Joe doesn't know how good he's got it with a friend like you. A once over glance implies that you ARE seeing whats happening (which you'd be surprised at how easy it is to miss), DONT kno exactly what to do (who does?), but it seems you are DEFINITLY not willing to just back off (something i wish i hadn't). I hope, very much, that if at least the wall doesn't come down, you get the key to the gate.