That's sad :C It's a great little list, that summerizes for me all these things felt and how they seem to add up to nothing. They're not painful. Is that it?

lol If I don't stop myself now I'll try to dive down into the depths of a shallow pool and hit my head on the bottom ._. What I mean is, it's a nice little list packed with emotions and it's hard to translate into my own feelings w/o getting too deep . . . Wow. I'm wierd ,_,