*sigh* ... But things are getting better soon... I don't know when soon is... But soon!...

R.G.

And i'm guessing that there are far too many of us feeling this way. It sounds almost like you are describing me!

I'm right there with you... and CrazyTurtles is right, just hang in there, it'll get better. Very nicely written, btw. Loved it.

I really like it. I can relate to it all too much and know exactly how you feel (and isnt good.) Just keep hanging in there, someone will come and save you from yourself and show you how important you are.