Aww, your dreams are weird. lol. J/K But i think that you are trying to go somewhere but you can't get there cause there's always soemthing to stop you. 0.O

As for your dream about sending the chicken, a friend of mine once had a dream where I moved out of state and my "boyfriend" (a guy I hated at the time) was depressed so she tried to e-mail him a bowl of chocolate ice cream, but it melted, so it didn't work.

The mind does some strange things during slumber.

(I read everything on your page and I think this is my favorite section. Keep it up!)

haha a chicken.

Well, maybe losing that life long friend got to you. You havne't talked to her in a while and it could be b/c she's pulling away and doing dangerous things that might possible harm her. IDK. I'm going on a limb here.
I really didn't get the third paragraph about the dream with the choice.
__Kari

o girl's still ahead of you. just my interpretation but maybe you need to loosen up and stop worrying. I don't know you so caouldn't say though.