oh my..this is so powerful to me, what you wrote I can understand so well, it is something that I can just relat to and it leaves me feeling weak. You write so powerfully and I hope that you keep doing so.

Keep it up.

All of this is so sad, and so true to many people in the world, including me. I used to have the same problem, I would cut myself when I got angry at anyone. Thinking that maybe it would make the pain go away. It stopped my tears from streaming down my face for a long time. I remember the first time I tried it was when my friend told me she had started cutting herself because her boyfriend was treating her wrongly. I was so afriad for her. So i cut myself too. The next day, my two friends sat beside me at the cafiteria table and one was looking at my watch, noticed some blood, and took of my watch. Revealing the scars. Which concluded in a long lecture. Other than her, nobody else knew about it. I finally stopped a little bit ago, although I have caught myself thinking about doing it again when times get tough. I'll stop rambling now. I just wanted you to know you're not alone. Stay strong. :)

amazingly well written.

I really liked this. It made me think and I love the way that you decribe things. It seems to have its own beat, an flow that just pulled me along. I really loved this.

Keep it up.

good piece, very strong.
Faith

You express yourself well, going through the thought process behind what is happening. I like the way that you do this.

Keep it up.

amazing piece.
Stay strong.
Faith

I am sorry that you are going through such a rough time, and I don't mind that you aren't posting as often right now, I understand that life does go on and that you might have things going on. So long as you come back soon and write everything that you are feeling in that beautiful way that you do. I hope things get better for you.

You wrote this wonderfully, I love the whole structure of this, and the memories that you share. I'm not sure if this person died or went away thought, sometimes it is the same thing, and it sounds like it was painful for you.

Keep it up.

nicole!

if my profile doesn't work soon, i'm going to go insane. i know this is asking a lot, but if you wouldn't mind, could you please e-mail fictionpress, include the link to my profile and let them know that i need the profile fixed? my e-mails might not have gone through, so please, could you help me?

also, you can contact me at this amazing self-injury site (this is my profile on there):
http://gabrielle.

i miss you so much ... i can't wait to talk to you again. ♥ there's a messaging system on there, all you have to do is sign up and then message me through my profile. also, i hope the site will help you to recover -- it's positively amazing. just message me once you sign up, if you can -- we can talk further from there. i have a lot to tell you, and i'm sure you have a lot to say as well.

i love you as much as always, dear. you are in my thoughts and prayers always. ♥ God bless you, nicole. stay safe. stay strong. and remember the stars.

in the peace and love of Christ,
alison xx

painful.. by the way, thanks for adding me on your fave authors' list ;)

It is just such an honest piece of work. That someone was there to help you must have been such an amazing and terrifying thing. You express yourself very well in this.

Keep it up.

Very good. I love how open and honest it is. Keep it up.
Stay strong.
Faith

Wow, the way that you write this, beautifully done. I can't believe the amount of emotion that you put into this.

Keep it up.

oh.my.god iLOVEthis
it's so beautiful and there's so much emotion in it
"your heart died in december and i forgot what it was like
to breathe (again) in february" - -
that was my favorite line

These writings are amazing. They really show the darkness of depression and just how suicide can "call" to you. It's nice reading this stuff and knowing, hey I wasn't alone in what I was feeling. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Feel free to message me.
Stay safe.
Faith