It... sucks to be in that position. To have a friend who leaves you, maybe even dies. To miss this person so much. It sucks (

But, this is well written and it's interesting. I recognised a few things from my own life.

Good job with this )

its chaos in love and beauty due to death

its very beautiful, i love it ]

Very good. Very powerful. You wrote it as if it really did happen to you. Did that really happen, that you lost someone to death? So for being so blut with asking that. But it just seems to have it writen in, that your words even though they are writen out seem to be laced with true hurt, and despair(

beautiful poem :-)