Aww, I can so relate. I think that whether this is true or not, it is important to try and help those that have hurt you. I think that sonmetimes it is okay to be "too" nice. I person who can love their enimies is a truly remarkable person and a rariety these days... So good job on another fine piece!

reads like a piece of heart poured on to a page. lots of emotion and honesty laid bare in this, if it isn't personal then there is a lot of open empathy well captured.