This poem is very well written. I like how you used differnt things to describe how you felt. It can be hard to open the door, but there is always a way, and I hope you have/will find that way.

this is very well done. it's a shame that we forget how to reach out for our faith by the time we really need it. but it's always possible to find it again, even if it's not in the form you first saw it.