What's the moral of this story? I suppose it's similar to what the biblical book of Ecclesiastes teaches, that everything "under the sun" is meaningless, even that little light above us is going to diminish, giving us a false sense of hope.

This has a clearly surreal taste to it. The elements are bizarre...and I like it! It reminds me of something I would write.

Yea, its a horrible cycle. Whenever one tries to start a new beginning when things finally slow down, another crack in our life opens under us and brings us closer to rockbottom than ever before.

Its our life and our choices. Its up to us to control the cycle, not let it control us.

I'm both scared and hopeful you had a dream about this, I won't lie. It means this question is truly, purely important to you. Your a Seeker too, I think.