Beautiful. Simply beautiful.

And the song is wlecome to my life.

-Alex

One of the worst things in life is to be helpless.

You probably have a decent family, go to a decent school or college, live in a decent envirnoment, read a fair bit, socialize decently, and the odds are you're well enough to use a computer and spend time writing poetry because you have plenty of time to contemplate and think.

With that going for you, why on Earth would you set a downward spiral for yourself like this?

Its Welcome To My Life and well written and emotional.