Oh wow. Very bitter, and very beautiful piece. Unfortunately, I can also relate to this.
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Friggin totally awesome.

Witty, fast, and visual. I really, really, like this one a lot. New favorite.

I really like how you started out sounding somewhat cheerful and happy, then crushed that with two words.

I love how "I lied." is by itself. Good write.