The repetition works well, usually repetition gets annoying, but in this case the repetition is well done.

...Repetition!

Wow Taylor that's really good! You're an amazing authour! (oh, it's alex btw lolz, i finally got a fictionpress)

"As if neither are really the way I am. It's an odd feeling really" ... really? ;) Take one of those out and it'll sound a lot better.

I like how this sounds like someone talking to themselves. The ... in the line "As if... I am its tool" was nice. It seemed real, along with the short sentences such as "Maybe a dream. But not EXACTLY a dream." It is how I would talk to myself if I were sitting around babbling while I painted.

I like this line especially: "I've relaly lost track of which world I want back." It caught me off-guard because I didn't really realize he/she was losing anything, and then I realized that... I feel like that quite a lot, actually.

It all seems very real, as I said, like someone talking to themselves. Good little blurb! :)

-Jesse
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Hm, slightly creepy to think of painting controling us rather than the other way around. But it is enjoyable. It makes people think...

Yay, paint! I am about to start painting again, after years of hiatus. I can't wait. My fingers are itching! I've hired a tiny little art studio with a couple of friends. Woot!!

I liked this writing :)

You like basing stories on quotes, don't you? ;)

But moving on: you're right, it is a bit weird. I wasn't entirely sure what you wanted to say exactly, besides the fact that painting/art is compulsive, something that you can't control...

Anyway, I really liked your use of repetition here, although again, some more detail would be nice. :)

Definitely weird, but I like it! Very philosophical in a new way. It's things a person has never thought of before and which our puny minds can't comprehend. Like something God created and only He can understand.