I love this.

AWAD is such a cool idea. I'd try it, but I'd never be able to stick to it. do you actually manage to, every single day?

really good work on this one - favoriting it right now

I can relate to this feeling...oh, definitely. And this was written from your own experiences, I don't know what to say. I know myself that I always wanted a taste of, hm, 'death'? And yet, when I play with death, it feels so, just as you put it, alive.

I'm not saying I'm suicidal or whatever. It's just that I really like what you've written here. Nice.