Are these lyrics, because you keep repeating the second stanza? (Please don't think, 'Well, duh, you dolt!')
Regardless, the summary quote was really interesting and that's why I clicked it. I really like the concept and the first stanza is excellent. I'd have to say that 'I'm going out with a bang' is the best part. And the last line, it really leaves the poem hanging.
Great work! -Mackenzie

I really, really like the first part:
"I've got this gun to my head,
But your finger's on the trigger,
So pull back or back away.
Cause with or without you, I'm dead."
And I can relate. This is really nice, keep it up :)