I really liked that. I'm an avid member of church but I've felt your confusion. It's hard, but you did an amzing job of presenting it. Double kudos to you.

Very nice :)

Aww, I liked it. ^_^ Happy Birthday, by the way!
You did a nice job of articulating the confusion/conflict and doubt in the narrator/you.
My advice is to leave Church all together. Religion is a fun way to guilt people into being manipulated, it's just another ridiculous product of man's flawed mind.