yeah, well, i feel like this a lot too. but that is really from spiritual warfare. and sometimes, you need to stick through it and just be obedient. we won't thirst until we truly see his power, feel his touch and have our eyes opened. i'm starting to and i'm like, "woah. god you're amazing. give me moree." but there are other days when i hear god talking to me and i'm like, "god, i really don't feel like it today." and my friend was telling me when she had a moment like that, and she didn't even want to pull through, that it was a time of warfare. and when she stood up to god and said, "even though i don't want to breakthrough, i'll stand." she stood, and said it was like god's fire fell down on her and she started spinning faster than humanly possible and just started dancing around this worship service she was at (it was down at the revival in lakeland). so yeah. press on.

it won't always be like that.

I really like this poem. I relate to it. (I have written similiar poems.. but since I'm new on fictionpress they won't let me put anything on here right away..) I could see your poem put to song lyrics as a good Christian song.