Oh no! Please don't feel like that. Even though we just met an hour ago, I am sure you aren't as bad as you say in here. I admit I don't truthly understand how you feel with those harsh things people do (because I have never been hated by others, so I don't really know how it feels)

"but I try, I try real hard to get people to like me," THAT is the spirit. I find you nice. *smile*

But just so you know that if you ever need someone to cheer you up. just send me a message, and I will try my best to help you, alright? Don't ever hesitate. No way I am letting a friend being saddened. (p.s. I treasure friendship a lot)

I asked that question many times... I would say it is because of influence. Because if you put a kid in a mixed kindergarden, they will all play together. There is no distinction. It is the parents who put silly ideas in their children' head and influence them. Sigh...

Basically, in every race, there are those who are racists... some will think themselves as superior and others will hate other races because that other race look down on them...

Ok, I better stop being so philosophical! =_=

aw that is so sad! I am sure one day you will find someone who will like you back.

I am expect saying this to my gay friend. It is so fun to have a gay best friend. >_<

All you have to do is to wait for the right moment and the right dude to come. Anyway, I am not pro in love problem (since I am stuck in an all girl school and havent being around boys for 5 years... yeah...)

That's a good point, "it bashes me more than them". Anyway, I'm trying hard not to be creepy but yes, you do have talent (look at your stories) and you do have smarts (you enjoy writing, most people don't because they just can't get it), and you do have looks (obviously lol). It's painful to enter the train of thought that you described, though...where it seems like everyone else is better than me at everything, and it's like I have absolutely nothing, and I'm always doubting myself and giving up on myself. I always write or paint or draw my way through, eventually. Somehow. And I know you can, and I you probably have just by writing this, plus you have your music. So I feel your pain :P.

IM is convenient but it has potential to cause problems, believe me I know. Keep writing, it's better to vent your emotions than to bottle them. Good luck Kai!

Ok, haven't reviewed...or even been on this site...in about forever or so, thus, I think I will take this chance to catch up a little.

It's interesting to hear your perspective on race, because maybe you aren't able to fully identify with one side like a majority of people are...they say "I'm white," or "I'm black," or "I'm Hispanic," or "I'm Asian" with a lot of certainty, but you told me once you're a halfie and that (from my standing, anyway) would probably make things a little more complicated. I know a halfie who likes to say he's white one week and then Asian the next, lol!

So are you considering providing your readership an insight into how you look at yourself, as far as race goes?

I like you. XD

I just don't know what to say.
I suck at reviews.
Especially when I don't know the person writing.

Which is why I chose this.
And which is also why you should totally update.

That way my next review will be more interesting.

love.
luci.

P.S. Your hinting was so subtle, I'm surprised I worked it out. XD

Ha, finally something so people won't have to ask freaky quetions to get to know you. I'm surprised at the shortness and impersonality of this part, though...*sigh* we've all been there yeah?