 Xyradis 2008-10-18 . chapter 1Fuck, you know I've NEVER understood why it is people cut themselves because I think it's so stupid yet it is still something I sympathize greatly. I've had a few friends who cut themselves simply because they had so much pain in their lives. You know, it was like. . . it wouldn't end kind of thing and when they cut themselves they felt that, that was the only pain that they COULD control. But I don't understand. I know that in someway they crave control over at least one thing in their lives but if in fact they hate PAIN so much then why in the world would they go out and inflict pain upon themselves? Why? Many people just do it because they crave attention so it's difficult to tell who's actully crying out from those who are merely fake's in the whole thing. But I don't get it. I really don't get it. I sympathize, trust me. I do. But you've got be stupid to want to hurt yourself. I feel bad for people who cut themselves. . .I ya know, wish I could help them too but they're so stuck up about it that I just avoid them completly. Heh. It's like, fuck, sorry for caring. JEEZ. Heh. Anyway. Good start. I like it and i look forward to you updating soon. |