Very relatable feeling. Too often I've gone back to the margins, the napkins and the business cards that time forgot to find some lost treasure that it takes awhile to recall the actual writing of it. And it escalates into something totally different than I'd invisioned at the time. Good write. MD:77.

"what good are worlds colliding,
coupled with shooting stars"- nice metaphor
"I fool even myself." - emphasizes the desperation.
Good work.