josie =(

You need to know one thing.
No matter how much of a 'disappointment' you are, your mother will never stop to love you.
She'd never in her life think of you as a burden.
She only wants what's best for you, that's why she's not happy about your failure because failure would only give a crack to your future.
I pray things will get better for you. We need to talk. A lot. We haven't been doing that a lot.

Hol **!(Pardon my language if you care) It made me feel really sad man! A real bummer! I certainly hope this isn't true, but if it is, props to ya for feeling comfortable enough to post it on here! Now that takes some fortitude. All I can say is heavy but excellent poem, goodluck, and know you don't have to live for just your mom. I'm glad you love her though,
Peace

Aw, sweetie, I'm hugging you right now. Whoever feels this pain, please know that if you just hold on, you will get through this and have many years of happiness ahead of you. You may feel like a frog that's fallen in the butter churn, but if you keep kicking that cream will turn to butter and you will climb your way up out of this heartache. Wonderful expressive, well written indeed.

i like it