This is a nice piece... though I found some typos. Look it in.

1. buring emotions for another- should be "burning"
2. I was not free to recieve their love or develop my own?> "receive"
3.It was like the Great Depression drowned the world into depair> "despair"
4. thinking of leaving whatever love experiences I might get ther chance to work through> "their"
5. realise/realised> "realize/realize"

"And I found myself understanding now that we shouldn't seek love but to let it come to us."-- I believe this is true...

^_^