Ha ha, that was funny, and fun to read...I can't believe I took the time to read that whole thing. Normally I don't bother with poems this long - I guess this caught my interest! What inspired you to write this?

You know, this is the closest thing I've read that has resembled panic attacks when I do get them- sorta throwing more and more stuff into the pot and each bubble is a thought or memory, and then you turn up the heat...

I also find it eerily disturbing that in the hodgepodge of messages listed, some of the lines seem to have the same vocal speaker in my mind while others are all different. Eh, hard to explain- perhaps along the lines of borderline schizophrenic/subliminal. Then again, when I started reading it, I found my self reading it faster and faster...maybe that's why.