This is amazing. So intense and powerful. I love your poetry.

I don't have much to say other than this was really good. It shows how scary an anxiety attack really is.

There are a few little mistakes like "ight," "tha," and "m" that should be fixed.

"Forcing the air out in tiny thrusts (the way you like it)." Yup, it's official, I love this line. The tone of 'the way you like it' is phenomenal.

:)

Oh God, I can relate to this all too well. I've been diagnosed with panic disorder and it's been a while since I've had a full blown panic attack, but they're terrifying when they happen. You captured how it feels perfectly. No matter how many times they happen you never get used to them, and they're always scary as hell.

You did a wonderful job with this.

there were a few spelling errors like ight and againts; I hope you didn't have your anxiety attack while writing this.

darkness of ight--night?
until i block out m fear--my?

I liked it, good job!
Faith