...I wish you never said what you said in your poem about letting me go...I wanted to give us a try again...Peter and I are over for good...when I told you that we broke up, it was completely over between us...I've been trying to get in contact with you...to let you know how much I loved you...how much I missed you...to apologize for the things that I put you through concerning my life and the issues with Peter and I...for a while now...I have been thinking of you CONSTANTLY...and I wanted to see you when I go to Orlando next week Wednesday...and hang out with you...just be with you in general...I wanted to see you...and just hold you in my arms...like we did in the past...hold you...kiss you..and call you my Teddy all over again...I never thought that this would actually happen...that you would let me go...after I told you to just hold on and wait...just wait a little bit longer...and your dream would come true...but I guess that came too late for you...I'm actually in tears right now... I realized that you were the one for me...not Peter...You were the one that I loved...that I was in love with...I was just too stupid to realize that...please talk to me...I miss you...I love you...