I'm sorry you felt betrayed; but I'm sure your friend was just concerned. But don't ever feel like you're alone, you're NEVER alone! God is ALWAYS with you. He'll always love you! If you need to talk to someone, talk to God. Your friend might have been scared she was gonna lose you.

Although I can understnad how you feel in this poem, after reading the Author's Note, it sounds like your friend was just worried about you...

And THAT is exactly why suicidal thoughts should be kept to oneself... People aren't trustworthy x_x.