You should never fear so much...everyone was ment to have someone else eventually love with find you and when it does you should hold on tight to it.

Alex...if you're writing about me, why do you feel that your feelings are being pushed away...Well, maybe they were back when I had Peter (not in a bad way)...I completely understood how you felt, but I couldn't do anything about it...I felt that I had to ignore the feelings you had for me in order for me to give Peter a chance...but as you can see, that never really worked out...*sigh* how many times do I have to tell you that I'm ALWAYS here for you? Even during the time that I had Peter, I was still there for you (to the best of my abilities)...and now...when you're not talking to me...I'm still trying to be there for you...I love you, Alex, and I deeply care about you...