oh, regina spektor. (: amazing.

everyone forgets about alexis.
everyone does.

"Felt that separation." So, you cut in order to feel a release, to momentarily separate yourself from your painful reality?

Why did you cut yourself? What was the emotion behind it all? I hope you're okay.

No
It's not.

I'm sorry Natalie
I'm always here
Y'know
If you ever wanna talk.

aw, natalie.
i wish i could help. but you'll have to make-do with a virtual hug for now. :)

Kevin would help you if he could, but he knows that he can't.

just wanted to let you know.
my best friend says it's not that bad.
only you know what's best for you [:

did you want to email me?
i know it's not much...but it's something...
kevin doesn't seem the type to only care about himself. O.o;
maybe i just don't know him well enough yet.
by the way...yeah, you should email me, 'cause i need to talk to you about something important...

wait, so...like...are you and dylan together now or something?
bleck...i'm kind of confused. email me. [:

At least you come to your senses at the sight of blood. For me I am separated and unfeeling for a longer time, even with the blood running down my arm. So I know how you feel. Sorry for making this review about me, that wasn't supposed to happen...

ah honey, that's the important thing. That you know it's real.
Of course, there are things you don't know about him, because there are things that you can only know about a person when you spend face to face time. But that doesn't make it less real. And I can assure you, you probably know him more than many people know their boyfriend/girlfriend. Because when the only thing you can do with a person is talk, then you talk so so so much that you well... just know lots and lots about him.

This rr is replying to your reply (haha talk about redundance) by the way.

Oh, sorry to review twice (the first one is for chapter 49).
When I said you shouldn't do it etc etc and that it becomes an addiction, I meant the cutting, not Dylan.

Hmm...
You's totally hate me for saying it, but I get the feeling you started cutting because you knew Kayla did. Kinda because "that's what you're supposed to do when you feel like shit".
So, yes, you must hate me now, no one likes to say it, and of course no one likes to admit it.
I don't know, I don't think you would have started if you hadn't known Kayla did.
Of course, I might be wrong, and I don't know you so yeah I probably have no right to tell you this.

By the way, I know what it feels to love someone everybody tells you is not real. So screw them, and don't blame them. They just can't understand, and never will. Because that's the kind of stuff you never understand unless you experience it.
People tell me all the time "But.. like, how can you like someone you haven't met?" or "M how the hell do you start something like that? I mean, how do you 'flirt' on MSN?" or "Why did you let it grow?"
Aff... I don't know, don't hate me. Just.. consider it, and be honest with yourself.
Either way you shouldn't be doing it. It becomes an addiction really hard to get rid off (I would know), which you probably know too.