"Can't we smile anymore?
Digging deep into the soul is nice
but I need a little mindless chatter.
Can't we be serious anymore?
Mindless chatter is nice
but I need a little digging deep."

I definitely know what you mean. Constantly floating between the extremes to please this person and that person and sometimes with just one person you can't find comfortable ground.
Also, I like the emphasize on "honestly" because above all we just want everything to be and feel real. I think. :)

I like it, especially the ending. I can kind of relate to it. Its sad how people can drift away. Awesome job! Keep it up
~socks