Oh my goodness.

You made my thoughts into words.

(I'm catching up with my fictionpress-ness, my email is being dumb and not sending me anything anymore from here.)

ANYWAY.

Relient K is THE best.

Also:

Capital Lights: "Outrage" is incredible.

Family Force 5: "Love Addict" is my rocking-out-happy song.

(:

"I wonder sometimes where I am in the world." This line is full of angst; yet, the honesty found here is humbling, as well. Wow. :)

Another marvellous pillow book from you representing another clear era in your life - you getting something you want and feeling hapy because of it, but at the same time annoyed and anxious about other aspects of your life. Your aspirations are fantastic, and I now ou will achieve everysingle one of them if you put your mind to it. I hope you are still continuing your play because it really was special, and I really liked how the story line sounded. Parents: I'm glad I sort of get on with mine. Parents are meant to be supportive and let their children grow - you will be a good parent from what you've said you will do. From the writing perspective, your grammar is flawless, writing like molten gold, and overall it is striking and effective.
Thank you for sharing all this, and well done on producing such an enormous work of art.

i know the feeling. :c it's not a good one at all.

you're so sweet!
(this is kayti)
I have to disagree, all of our friends are very talented.
ESPECIALLY YOU.
STUPID
>_>
ILIKEYOU.

but that was a very sweet thing of you to write, it made me feel happy and stuff.

you and me both.
XD

Aw, Natalie.
I'm sorry.
(can't think of anything else to say.)

dude, that's exactly how it is with haylee and her boyfriend chris. it used to be us two, always hanging out together and laughing and joking and talking. but now whenever i hang out with her when she's around chris, it's chris this and chris that. i'm just completely ignored. and it fuckin sucks.

i could be your fill-in boyfriend, haha. :D just invite me along somewhere and i'll be the person you can talk to if natalie's ignoring you xD

First of all, I'm hurt that you feel this way and I had to find out through your pillow book of all places, except you talking to me about.

Second of all, I'm not being THAT snappy, am I? I know I've been a bit more than normal, mainly because I'm getting tired of a lot of things, probably because I'm maturing. But I don't think I'm more mature than you... I do have less patience than you do, though. Definately.

Third... you're not being selfish. You're being truthful.

I promised myself that with Ryan, it wouldn't be like I was ignoring anyone. Turns out, I was wrong... I personally don't remember there being a time when I was with Ryan and you saying something to me or to Ryan where one of us didn't answer. Sure, maybe I answered with a "mmhmm" or a one worded answer, but I do that a lot anyway. You know that. It's a bit of who I am.

I'll try to talk about him less around you. But Natalie, you used to talk about Dylan to me all the time. ALL the time. I never said one word to you about it (except that one time but I was pissy anyway so we'll not count that). Hun, other than that one time, I've always listened to you. Didn't you say once that I was the only person who'd listen to you? I believe you wrote it down one time.

I am glad to know that you feel like this and I can't say I haven't thought that maybe you were bothered...

I would rather you have told me yourself than having found out through your pillow book.

the mud sounds frickin' awesome.
and i've missed your updates so much.
sorry about the communion thing. but yeah, sounds fun.

That was very sweet and made me feel very good
Thank you Natalie

D'aw. I know I'm not there, but you can talk to me about Dylan. c:

OMG I FEEL THE SAME WAY!...everything...absolutely everything in there is how i feel with my group of friends too...LOL

:/
I don't mind if you talk about Dylan
You can talk about him all you want and I wouldn't care.
Talk about anything you want to and I'll listen
If you don't believe me you can test it out sometime, haha! I really don't care. I'll listen.

And, I mean, if Natalie and I being close annoys you, you can say so. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. We'll stop if you don't want to see it.
And I've always tried to include you when you're around, even when Natalie is there. I don't focus only on her.
And you know Natalie really really likes you. She treats you, and gives you as much attention as she gives me.
She really loves you. You can't doubt that.