my grandma died on the 9th of june 2007.

i know what you mean- about holding it all in- i didn't cry until a good five or six months after she died. it was so unreal for me, and even now, as i think about it, it still seems like she's there, waiting for me to dial her number. i feel like if i cry and break down, then everybody else will break down too.

i know exactly what you mean about holding it in- and then all of the sudden, two years later, the cut opens again and you're staring at it not sure what to do anymore.

(ps- i'm a cutter, too. well, recovering.)

i can relate with this post- it's so confusing when you've got a great guy friend and you all of the sudden just plunge into liking him more, and then you don't want to ruin the friendship but at the same time you don't want him with anybody else...

man can i relate.

aww, well guess we'll see you somewhere else.

I remember when I took therapy sessions when I was in 10th grade. The people I met, kept up the pace. I like the way you write. :]

:) maybe he'll be there when you go back.

i don't know how to flirt. C:

Guh. I have NEVER been able to flirt with people in person. EVER. Tips please?

...GUH.

TEXT ME BEFORE YOU DO THAT SHIT. D:

Let it be known that I can't wait for our trip either. :D

Let it be known that I'm going to throw that razorblade in your wallet out the fucking window when I see you.

Let it be known that no teenager knows how to be independent.

And let it be known that I think you are amazing. c:

maybe you should tell them that.

:)

that's a good question...

m, i'm sorry.

you start school on a thursday? odd.

that's sweet. :)