take this train of thought and apply it to everything to your life and you get: me. it'll drive you mad, triple analyzing everything but i can't help it. maybe that's why i'm never satisfied with anything.

Sorry to hear this.

you're not messed up honey, just dissatisfied. it happens to the best of us. maybe you guys just need to do something new...curb the redundancy and whatnot.

I get like this a lot. Especially with relationships, once I reach a certain point I kind of want to take my mind off the relationship. Stick it out and it'll be worth it though. I don't know if that's what your talking about or not but if so I relate if not ignore my rambling :)

P.S. If that picture on your profile is of you I love your hair !
If not, again, ignore me. Haha :D

aw that sucks. it always tends to come at the times you want it to least.

i don't understand.
but you can try and explain it to me sometime, if you're up for it.

hm did your hormones write this one? =P

all i know is that 3 months is cause for celebration. i get that scatter-brained feeling too though...it usually happens to me during a philosophy exam @_@ hope you feel better!

aw.
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hope you feel better.

Lovely. I like "fingertip feelings" and the line break between "and i'm not sure our heartbeats are/quite fast enough to catch up with love." It's a nice little poem. Keep writing! :)

Haha the last line made me laugh.
He sounds awesome!

Aw that sucks.

damn. this guy is good.

This doesn't sound good. What happened?
I really hope things look up.

Haha very nice. Stalkers can be really fun. Me and my friend had one at the mall one time and every time they would walk by us, which was a lot, they would pretend to be airplanes and say shoom shoom. It was pretty hilarious. Well now you'll be able to figure out who this mysterious prank caller is haha. Prank calls are the best...I miss freshman year, except geometry because I was one of the advanced freshman in math too. Haha

oh no! what's going on dearie?

p.s. really liked the prank phone call entry. that kid has way too much time on his hands. it's amazing he could maintain that prank for such a long time. hope you figure out who he is.