i think your antilanguage is developing
a fuller syntax now that does not )yet(
feel like expressive english hiding
itself around the expansive skirts of
schizophrenic word salad. my eyes were
caught and thoughts ensnared on two
inflexion points; _viz._, (1) i do
sometimes i think see past the themes
of classic plots and feel without
thinking and think full -- this self-
deprecating sometimes i think does not
ring true; you grok, clearly, without
question; i know all about the cataloging
compulsion and the capturing of words/
sounds/images/preserving moments in
formaldeyde jars kinda trip but you, you're
_in it_, yeah, embedded; but these 'classic
plots' are not recipies no but recapitulations
of jungian archetypal stories embedded also
w/in subconscious human machine language
hero w a thousand faces kind of gobbledygook
which art makes temporarily accessible
expressible not mere embellishment as many
claim which is the job of the shoeshine girl
and (2) i wouldn't get it right now being
too awake to compromise or close my eyes
on terror peace this is really the same subject
matter after all it's all about thresholds and
how much is suppressed or repressed down into
the darkness so humans are engineered to be
somnambulists and hallucinogens are really just
extrinsic neurotransmitters that lower
thresholds waking humans up so that more of
the subconscious mind is immediately available
for conscious consideration whether directly or
through fantasy i'm uncertain and somehow i
doubt the distinction much matters.