i have never read poems like yours before. they make me want to fall in love

I agree - there really should be a 'forbidden/unrequited love' category. This poem is very raw and angsty-the speaker says that he will not write about his beloved, and yet, he did just that throughout the poem (which suggests that he cannot seem to 'let go' of this love & knows that he is 'living' within an 'amber moratorium'). I enjoyed reading this piece. Keep up the good work. :)