I love this. So much.

ok first off... yes i did love him.. and what not.. and i hold on to him ONLY because i dont and cant let people go. he made a really big imprint on my heartd but hun... he is NOT mine, and NOT meant for me.
and he does want you turst me he does... and i love you so much and only want you happy. you KNOW what i think of this situation and what i think you should do... go for it. dont think of me, cuz i only want whats best for you. cuz i love you more than i could ever have loved him.

you are like my diaphram... i would suffocate without you, thus YOU need to do what will make you HAPPY, not always what the "logical" choice is either.. lol
love you so much hun
-hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs-

I love both the poem and your username.