Ouch. There's always hope. The poem, however, does say what you need it to say. Good job.

"I wish I could say it." It's hard trying to find the right words to describe emotions that are, by their nature, rather indescribable.

sometimes I wish that too then everything wouldn't so hard and complicated,i like your poem i like how you put your heart to it
everything you feel, it's amazing I think you have a chance with this guy just take things slow one at a time, show him the real you inside and out, good luck