wow, this hurt inside to read because it was so tragic & beautiful and smeayhhh - although self destruction definitely, on so many levels, is not! lol. anyway, i loved it, and i'll probably go back sometime & read it again because it was just that great. :)

...Self-mutilation?...NEVER a pretty picture to paint...

The hurt inside is made up for by outside pain. How?

This is brutal, but it's beautifully brutal.

this is so painful, but the wording is beautiful.