I really like this one, I love the single words and the contradiction. This is really good. This kind of makes me want to write more poems in this style, it really works well with the mind. Continue to write. :)

Oh my...just...wow...

This reminds me of an author! She would write poems like this :) Very nice!

Sincerely, H

Depressing. :( I hope everything gets better for you, if this is a true story. I have felt this feeling before, and I agree, you want to die, you don't want to deal with the stress and anger it causes to live, but we just have to learn to accept it and move on...