I know how you feel. Except I don't think mine ever noticed at all, and ever will. 0% chance of that.

Good luck! Seriously! I really really hope you'll be happy. (:

This one's awesome, too... (:

You definitely captured that feeling perfectly. That crazy feeling of mixed emotions that accompanies that insane feeling jealousy... "I want him, I need him, I hate him."

Love it!

This poem is awesome! Very descriptive... I liked the part, "If I'm not afraid of snakes, can I still be Indiana Jones?"

My favorite line (or lines,) were "I want you to keep me close. I want you to be mine. And I wish what I felt isn't real."

Again, awesome! (:

I hope you find a new friend who might help you. Cuz you know, I don't think he's your bestfriend anymore. Be it that he's heartbroken or whatever, he's a jerk and you're only hurting yourself.

I especially like the 3rd and last (here 7th) entry.

Wish you found things to divert your attention from the hurt/loss.

Oh you sound so depressed. You can do better than him!

Go find someone else! FORGET ABOUT HIM! He's not worth it if he hasn't realized that you like him!

woah. Totally know this feeling :/ that is actually... woah :/

keep updating. i want to read more.

Why wouldn't you want something to feel real? What hurts you only makes you stronger, and what helps you makes life better.

Well that's what I say anyway.

Oh man, sorry! That must really suck! I think I know what that's like, so I can kind of feel your pain. But I'm only in 8th grade so relationships aren't anything I'm good with yet.

But I feel your pain. Maybe give your friend little hints about how you feel. Maybe you can just tell him openly and bluntly, sometimes letting your feelings out helps, and maybe he'll like you back, but he's just too chicken to ask you out, or he's just trying to make you jealous. You never know.

Oh, God... I read this and every sentence was something I could have written myself. I'm so sorry. Nobody should have to go through this kind of pain. I know it hurt like hell when I did. And these were my sentiments exactly.

I guess that all I can say is that life goes on. And on. And on. I've tried to just not dwell on it. We have a lot in common that goes deeper than him and his girl. When we can revive that, it's like the other girl never showed up.

I'm not much of a help. But be sure that this is going on my Favorites list. You express better than I ever could.

Stay strong babe.

Allegra

This was interesting to read. You really captured the jealousy here.

fight for him - let him know. it's best to let it out. it's unhealthy to keep these feeling in for too long. i should know.

hey it was amazing but, one thing made no since and it was this:

How can I can I remember him

Idk if you meant to do that but it didnt make any since.. other than that it was great