This is really good, and I can relate to it a lot because I've felt exactly like this before. A very good poem, makes you think about the things you've done that you can't exactly take back, ya know? Big fan of poetry, you've definitelt made my favorites!

:) Sincerely, Rockin'ItMeStyle

This is great. It pushes your feelings onto the reader, forcing them onto them. Great job of getting your point across with your use of imagery. As for you, all I can say is I went through a time worse than that, and I know you have probably heard this like a million times, but if you believe it, things really will get better.